In the Dark dark and desire

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"I don't know honestly, I've never been allowed to do anything but eat, sleep, and fight."

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"You've never had a chance to truly relax then?" I asked seriously

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I nodded, "he said it was a waste of time."

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Honestly if you keep going your eventually gana drop so hard that you won't evn know what hit you. You have to slow down and enjoy life once and awhile instead of going full steam ahead all the time. Truss that's what almost got me killed during my first mission. And had gotten my mother killed. So now I take her advice and enjoy my time of relaxing when I have it

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"I was forced to do things my entire life. Everything I had, I was made to work for it no matter what I do I was never good enough. He wanted me to not be me anymore," I replied.

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"Sorry wish I could have helped." I said softly feeling bad

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"He would've killed you. Like my mom. She knew what he was doing, or going to do so she tried to get me out, I was just 3 months at the time so he mauled her," I said. "He chained her up and attacked her himself since no one else would."

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"Yea well nothing we can do about it now." I said softly as I turned the tv on and flipped through channels to find a good show

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I sit back quietly.

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I relaxed and smiled as I turned on stargaze. And watched quietly

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I watched quietly.

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I sighed softly as the show ended and I smiled alittle at you. "How's it feel to finally get to do what you want and relax alittle? Or should I ask you that a few days from now?

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"Give me some time."

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I nod smikin softly

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I leaned back quietly thinking about the times my dad experimented on me. My injections hurt. I still had scars from each of them.

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I sighed softly as I flipped through more channels not sure what to say or even do to help her relax

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I watched the TV quietly.

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I smiled lightly as it started getting late and I decided to turn in early. " if you want stay up late and watch TV and she. Your ready for bed you can. Use the guest bedroom. Unless you start feeling lonely you could stay in mine " I said softly as I got up and stretched

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"Alright," I said and out of habit just went up to the guest room. Whenever my dad went to bed, I usually got to sleep.

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I laid down in bed after a quick shower and fell asleep after thinking about her for awhile

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I laid down feeling uncertain about this.

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I sighed and finally fell asleep and some HP early that morning deciding to make a simple but filling breakfast

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I fell asleep quietly. Without someone to wake me I slept in.

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I sat quietly after I made breakfast and put it in the fridge for her when she woke

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I woke finally and hurried downstairs." Sorry for being so late," I said.

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