In the Dark *dark and desire*

"I need you to help yourself before you will be of any help to me take care of number one first yourself before you can look after others" I said seriously. "I would rather you be able to deal with everything inside of yourself and me deal with this alone than have you at my side but tearing yourself apart from the inside just to do it" I said softly

"I don't know how," I said, I didn't know how to help myself.

I sigh softly. "I'm not saying I don't want you by my side babe bc I do is prefer you to be here with me but I also need you to take care of yourself and make sure you are ok as well" I said softly as I held you tightly

"I don't know what to do," I said.

Focus on the pure and the good not the negative every time you feel liken someting bad is gana appends focus on the good like the fact that I'm alive and safe and that I will never turn on you

"Just, promise me you'll stop going alone. I don't care if I cant do it, I want to help you," I said.

"I promise but you are the only assassin we have other than me

"I won't be much to them without you anyway so there won't be much of a difference," I looked at him.

I nod and kiss you deeply "I promise I will be ok " I heard my father talking and I sighed softly. "If you need to leave then go babe il be ok check up on me later

"I'm going to get some stuff from home, is there anything you need? I'm going to bring you clothes so they're here when you are able to leave," I said as I stood.

No nothing that I need baby put an order in for a new suit the number is on the fridge they tore mine to shreds when they took me

"OK," I said and I kissed him long before going home. Then I got a start on that order.

I kissed back deeply as my father forced the change which healed me 90%

When I was done I gathered some clothes for him and just took sometime to breathe.

I lay in bed restrained so that I didn't try to scratch and sighed softly my skin and muscle was back but I needed time to rest and get my strength back

I sighed as after a few hours I left with a bag of clothes for us both and walked slowly to the hospital. On my way there the girl who kept trying to be with him showed up and asked if it was true that he was back. When I confirmed it she shoved me to the ground and I didn't fight her. She gave me a warning about standing in her way before kicking me pretty good in the side and walking away. I stood up and grabbed the bag before continuing to the hospital.

I sighed softly sensing something wrong when you walked into the room. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing I'm fine," I said as I set the bag down and sat in a chair heavily. That hurt like hell but I refused to show it. "Just tired," I said.

"Then go home and get some rest" I said softly concerned "il be here until my skin stops crawling which should be the next day or so that I get out

"No I sleep better when I'm here," I said. I was tired but wasn't ready to go to sleep. I laid the chair back and as I was settling in a flash of pain went through my side and I winced and tried not to groan.

"What's wrong what happened" I said forcing my way up into a sitting position

"Nothing," I said again as I sat up because it was too uncomfortable to lay down. "Maybe not," I mumbled and decided to finally take a look. I lifted up my shirt to reveal an awful bruise that I wasn't sure it was just a bruise. I looked at him, "I ran into your stalker and she knocked me to the ground to threaten me. Before she left she kicked my side."

I sighed and tryed to undo my restraints so I could take a look at you. "Please undo these so that I can look at you babe"

I got up and sat on the bed and winced at the motion, "you tell me when you need to restrain yourself again OK?" I said before releasing him.

"I will love" I said softly as I sat up and gently slid my hand down the wound "looks like you have a broken rib but it's not bad a small fracture