Master Servant Relationship *1x1*

A: I smiled at him after I finished.

C: I nodded, "thank you."

I nodded "your welcome and like i said if u need to talk ever im here." i said softly as i relaxed

P: i smiled back as i saw her watching me

A: "if you want to we can make you some food, however much you need to take home," I said.

C: I smiled at him. "Well I don't have much."

I nodded and smiled softly "life doesnt need a whole lot to live all u really need is some food water and alittle shelter and someone will be happy the people like us spoiled rotten to the core only c their money and what they can do with it" i said softly

C: I shrugged, "you clearly don't. You seem to be concerned for others."

"Because i try to do the best i can for humanity even if its giving up most of my wealth to have some other family live comfortably" i said softly

P: i blushed hard and nodded "please this will be the last time im living with them so i want to leave something for them

A: "oh so you'll be staying here?" I asked. I kind of expected him to say no, his friend did.

C: I nodded, "I wish I could be so considerate."

"Who knows it may come with time but you also grew up poor me on the other hand i grew up in a place where i saw my father not giving a shit about what happened to his kids and letting that money corrupt him" i said softly "thats y i am who i am why i choose not to be so self centered

P: i cant keep living like i am from hoise to house shelter to shelter with no real permanent home you dont know what its like living in the streets not knowing where ur next meal is gana come from or when ur gana be able to have it i have very little in the way of possesions and this is the only non tattered shirt i have left i have nothing and very little money left a dollar in my name if im Lucky all i had went to getting here and km grateful u gave me a job but bc of the fact that i have nothing not even a decent roof to sleep in i decided to take it. Shes just scared of her past coming back to haunt her which i am not at liberty to discuss nor ever will untill she is ready tk talk about it

A: "you mean her baby. My brother was open when she talked so I know, I didn't mean to pry but you hear things," I shrugged.

C: I nodded, "I'm glad. Trust me."

I nodded and smiled softly as i looked at her

P: i sighed and nodded "i swear im gana find him and kill him someday to make him pay for what he put her through." i said seriously

A: "I understand," I said and sighed thinking of what I've done, never had a kid or been close, but I might just not from this body.

C:I nodded, "so you've been active before but not like, with a baby?"

"No never been careless about it i always used protection and when none was available i pulled out" i said softly

P: i sighed and nodded "shes been my friend for years and i feel responsible for it happening some how bc of the fact that i couldnt protect her or help her out....

A: "that wasn't your fault. As a girl if I got pregnant by a man I would have to tell him on my own at my own risk. She knew what she was doing and that he might be dangerous," I replied.

C: I smiled at him, "really. That's nice."

"to you and me yes but not to those that i had sex with they wanted a child with me but i knew and still know im not ready for it." i said softly

P: i nod and sigh loudly "i just wish i could have been there to protecct her thats all and i wasnt" i said looking away not wanting to look at you

A: I sighed, "we all have to be big people one day. Not everyone is going to ask for help when they need it most." I got up to put my plate in the sink rather than let the staff clean it up for me.

C: I nodded, "I guess but I thought it was an unspoken agreement. The only reason I went to the man who I was supposed to have the baby by was so if he ever wanted to know it, he knew that it existed."

and he rejected the child by hurting you" i said seriously "nobleman or no?

P: i nodded and sighed as i did the same "im sorry my lady

A: "its ok. The only bad thing I feel I did was being pressured into selling my eggs, but I made sure they all went to women who couldn't have babies of their own," I said.

C: "ok so maybe I didn't just go there for that. I needed money too," I said so that pretty much said it all.

i nodded "so you were trying to get money for sleeping with other men" i asked softly

P:"atleast you hbelped someone who couldnt be helped in that matter

A: "but now I technically have kids out there because that's my genetics, maybe not my blood but it's all the same to me," I said. "But if also wasn't my decision."

C: "no, I only did it once. I'm not a slut and I don't enjoy getting pregnant by men I don't even love. I was just drunk and it happened. I got scared when I got pregnant because I have nothing for a kid to survive. I can't go out and buy clothes or food for it, I couldn't do anything for it. I had to quit school for my mom so no one was willing to hire me," I said. "All I wantdd was 300 dollars a month and I'd keep my mouth shut to his wife."

i nodded and sighed "yea i understand y you did it but i take it he took blackmailing the wrong way and hurt you for it

P:i nodded and sighed "i wish i could help but now you can say no if you wanted to"

A: "once they're gone they're gone, that's what I was told. I can still have children is what the doctor said," I said.

C: I nodded, "maybe. Or maybe he thought I was a slut who got pregnant by some low life who had nothing to his name and I came after him because he did trying to sell the idea to him." I stood up unable to sit anymore, I hated thinking about him. "I should've just given the baby away when it was born but I didn't want to because I was afraid someone wouldn't love it enough or try so damn hard to give it everything it deserves to have."

i nodded and sighed "lets take a walk around the gardens its just as private as this place but it was your choice to make noone else can fix it for you you will have to find a wa to move on on your own noone else can do it for you but i can certainly try and help any way i can

C: I looked at him and sighed. He sounded like everyone else. The only person who understood was Peter, but he had his own reasons. I followed him quietly not knowing what to say to him.

"im sorry i just wish that this world was different and that we could make things so much better for everyone and so much easier for those on the bottom but i cant do anything till my father passes on his mantle" i said softly

P: 'would you like to have a kid some day?"

A: "I don't know. I'd never thought about it, but I know I want to wait until I'm a little older," I said.

C: "I've accepted that someone will always have to be on top, and that the person isn't me. I can be happy where I am because love isn't hard to come by as it is on top," I said. I chose not to be though because I am the world's punching bag, as well as my friend.