Do Over *1x1 dark and desire*

I ran my tongue over the areas that I had taken in as I take a little more.

I moan and softly run my hands through your hair forcing myself fromnarching my back.

His moans turned me on a little so I moaned as I finally just took all of him in and let my tongue go up down his shaft.

I moaned and softly grabbed your shoulders "yes baby just like that" I moaned out softly.

I smiled and moaned as I bobbed my head.

I moaned as I squeeze ur shoulders a little and force my voice under control as I moan

I continued to Bob and let my tongue run along his head.

I moaned and smiled as I let u keep going aw I felt myself getting closer.

I moaned as I kept going wanting to taste him.

I moaned as I smiled "I'm cummijg baby" I moaned out

I moaned as he did and I swallowed everything. When it stopped I pulled back and smiled, "how was that my love?"

I smiled as I lay back "god that was amazing I haven't felt that much pleasure from something like that since we were together before." I said blushing a little and kissed u deeply

I kissed him back. "I just wanted to return the favor. You've been pleasing me since you got home, trying to help me with having another baby and just because we love each other, I felt you deserved it."

I smiled and softly pulled u in my lap and wrapped a blanket around our waists to cover me up in case he came down "you have been equally pleasing me my love. " I said kissing you deeper

I kissed him and placed a hand on his cheek.

I smiled and held u closer "I'm so glad I came back.

"Me too, with Seth about to hit his teen years, I wasn't sure if I could handle him by myself. Especially if he's rebellious. And I needed you to be here for us," I replied.

I nodded and sighed "yea I agree any kid can be a handful look at us and how we were as a kid?"

"Exactly, and I didn't want him to become an angry teen because he didn't know his father. I was afraid he'd start hating me because it was partly my fault that you weren't here," I replied. It was entirely my fault we split at all.

I nodded and sighed "I just wish and I hope you don't blame yourself but I wish I would have known.

"I know, but I didn't want to be a mom yet. And I knew we were being careful, but I remembered having one time unprotected sex so I tested too late," I said.

I nodded and kiss softly "you could have gotten an abortion but I know you hate that option and adoption wasn't an option either BC of what u went through." I said softly.

"I was so afraid of never having you that I wanted Seth because he was the last gift you gave me before you left. I couldn't give him away and the more he developed through the pregnancy the more in love with him I was. Ever since he existed he's been my light in the darkness. Sometimes I wonder if he hadn't been here at all when I got my surgery, would I have survived it," I said.

I sighed and kissed softly "I'm so sorry." I said as I rest my head on your shoulder.

"It's OK, I just, wanted you to be happier than I thought you were with me," I said.